I don't really know what is wrong with me but it sucks (long)?

I don't know you and you don't know me, I guess that's why it's ok to completely put ourselves out there and ask questions like these and not be totally embarred. Talking about being embarred, I was at a family outing yesterday and fell in this really disgusting water and felt like a fool because I was covered from head to toe with crap. Cried so bad at home that I woke up with my eyes swollen. The reason I am telling you this is because whatever you are going through you MUST talk to someone, like your mom would be best! When I fell in that water I had to pretend like everything was ok and it was no big deal, but inside I was dying! I told my mom in private later and she made me feel better. Just talking about it helps. She may favor your sister but when you get real and tell her how blue and down you have been feeling, she will NOT turn you away. She is your MOM she loves you more then you know it. Also, you are 16, hormones are BIG right now, you are not yourself because of that.